My Life Reads Like The Classifieds

just a poll

Thu, 02 Apr 2009 04:17:02 GMT

Derek & I were talking about corset piercings and we were disagreeing on whether it was sexy or not, so I decided to ask you to show him that I am always right (plus I want to know what you think) and I won't tell you who thought it was attractive or not so as not to affect your decisions :)

What do you think, yes or no?

Wed, 05 Nov 2008 23:12:23 GMT

I know this is a little bit late, but if you have 5 minutes to spare, it's worth it... it's a really funny video about voting for the election with a million different celebrities.

http://www.ebaumsworld.com/video/watch/1038600/

Fri, 14 Dec 2007 00:39:53 GMT

Okay guys... here's the deal:

I just checked my bank account aaaaaand it contains 9 dollars. So don't buy me ANYTHING for christmas or whatnot because as much as I love all of you, you're only getting cookies.

Merry Christmas!

Wed, 03 Oct 2007 20:59:04 GMT

pictures of our newly decorated room & one from dorm wars (we won!)

We went to Walmart and bought pink & green wrapping paper and did stripes on the wall! It looks a little like a circus but that's okay. And yes, that is Zac Efron on our shades. Back off. We bought this poster of a supermodel in a bathing suit and put it one the other side of the shades, so that when you pull them down when you change, the boys across the way would have something to look at (haha).

We chose pink & green cause my bed sheets are greenish and Nicky's are pink & brown, so then we found this green & pink wrapping paper and put it on our bulletin boards above our beds... we thought it would 'tie the room together' :P

Aaand here is Deb, me, Nicky, Lesley, and Chris after dorm wars. Sucka.

so drop your plastic cups & clear your clouded heads

Sun, 30 Sep 2007 20:08:44 GMT

Real quick update:

Two weekends ago, suprised Derek at Marist. Was perfect:
Becky: (standing outside Derek's door): *calls Derek*
Derek: (hears phone ring & opens the door because he knows there is no service to talk inside) *answers phone* "hello?"
Becky: (hangs up phone since Derek is right there in the doorway) "hey"
Derek: *jaw drop*
Becky: *suprise success!*

Then proceeded an amusing weekend of stand up comedian Jim Gaffigan, guitar hero, movies, and living in a house full of testosterone full boys and trying to retain my femininity. And Derek. And real food. Becky was happy. Very.

Last weekend, Grandma & Grandpa took me to my Uncle's house to celebrate my cousin's 3rd birthday. Julia is very cute, calls flip flops 'slip slops' and insisted on wearing mine the whole weekend. Her older brother Joshua (4 1/2 years) is in love with me & was attached to my hip the entire weekend, I let him because he finally realized that my name is Becky and not Bucky. Lastly Hannah is the newborn (10 weeks) and I immediately took my claim over her because I love babies and I have a weird maternal instinct and children & babies love me. It was my first time seeing her and she makes me want a baby. But later. Unfortunatley, her great grandma (not on my side) is a BABY STEALER and a very annoying person. She assumes that since I live an hour away and I am their cousin, I see them all the time, truth is she sees them way more than me cause she doesn't have CLASSES or HOMEWORK to do during the weekends so she comes to see them all the time.
Grandma- holding Hannah
Hannah- starts to cry
Grandma- gives me Hannah, because she 'can't stand the sound of a crying baby'
Becky- with her awesome cousin skills calms Hannah down
Hannah- falls asleep in my arms
Grandma- 'offers' to take Hannah back because she must be heavy
Becky- (realizing Grandma only wants Hannah back because she is asleep) says well she seems comfortable & I wouldn't want to wake her up
Grandma- (5 minutes later) Can I hold the baby for you so you can eat something?
Becky- No thanks I just had a slice of pizza.
Grandma- gets up, TAKES BABY from Becky's arms and ASKS BECKY to get her a glass of water. With ice. *Grandma scores a point*
Becky- (in the kitchen) thinks about spitting in the water but instead decides to be a good person.
Hannah- wakes up & starts to cry. A lot.
Becky- (mentally) *Score one and Becky is on the board!*
Grandma- tells Hannah's mother (Melissa) that baby is crying, could she take the baby please?
Melissa- (busy with changing the other 2 kids and trying to make dinner) Could you give her to Becky, she's good with Hannah & I'm a little busy right now.
Becky- (mentally) *Score two and Becky takes the lead (and the baby)!*
Grandma- pout.
Becky- smirk.
Hannah- falls back to sleep.

Yeah I know I'm a bitch. Also, I found out that that guy I used to like in 7th grade (Peter) who I met at my Aunt & Uncles wedding is:
my Dad's brother's wife's Dad's brother's son. So is that weird? Haha.

School is going well, I feel confident that I am going to pass Chemistry this time. Which is good, because I miss my vet classes. A lot. All the people who have them still are like 'Aw this sucks I have farm animal lab for like 4 hours today! I have to get all muddy and practice artificially inseminating a cow...blah' Yeah, well I would pay money to stick my arm up a cow's vagina right now.

Haha, I'm just kidding, that's not what they're doing. I just said that because it was funny. Okay well I should stop procrastinating against my homework... yay intercultural communications.

tied up and twisted, the way I'd like to be for you

Wed, 12 Sep 2007 18:56:23 GMT

Well here I am back in college. Well, I've been back for a week but I haven't exactly been updating that much...

Our room is okay, bigger than last year but not as cozy. Our room is right outside of the cafeteria, so we can always smell whats going to be for dinner or complain about how our room always smells like somethings burning... I miss Berkshire too, this one is just too big and I miss knowing everyone. Oh well, I'm sure I will grow to like Knight. My schedule is pretty awesome too. All of my classes are on Tuesday and Thursday, with one night class on Monday, which leaves me with about 8 to 9 hours of class on those two days, and a 3 hour chemistry class on Monday, but I have NO CLASS on Wednesdays or Fridays! Yeah so that pretty much rocks. It'll give me a lot of time to get stuff done like homework. And sleep.

Downside is... it's so boring. I'm sure that once my classes have really started and I have homework to do, it will be great but there is nothing to do here, nowhere to go & it kind of sucks. I have lots of time to sit around and realize how much I miss Derek. And then pick fights with him because I'm an idiot. But anyways. I do miss him a lot. Boo college.

Oh yeah and the showers here suck ass. They don't even give out a stream of water, it's more like a mist. It takes like 5 minutes to get my hair wet & forever to get the shampoo out. Haha I'm lucky I don't have ridiculously long hair. It sucks too that our building is both girls & guys on the same floor so we can't just wrap a towel around us and go walking to the shower like last year with our all girls floor. Thats okay though I can't complain.

Yep. Okay thats all for now... hope everyone else is doing okay ^_^

this town gets so boring when you're not scoring

Mon, 13 Aug 2007 04:13:52 GMT

Oh livejournal, how I've been neglecting you this summer. There have been camping trips, paintball escapades, amusement parks, parties, softball games, visits with Aunts & Cousins, friends, Dereks (well, only one Derek), milkshakes, canoeing adventures, movies, and more. I owe you a huge entry... but it will have to wait till probably next Monday cause I'm gone all this week with my family & this coming weekend is busy with even more parties and visits with Aunts & Cousins (although these ones are not mine). So yeah, I am still alive & kickin & I am happy, and I will promise to write more when I am back and have a spare moment.

let me tell you I've read this book before and in the end the good guys die

Wed, 18 Jul 2007 02:40:42 GMT

I can already tell this week is going to go by so slowly. Today just seemed to drag on and on but luckly I didn't have anything to do after work so I had some time to sort of relax. This Thursday I decided to spend the night at the all-camp sleepover which I can't tell if I'm excited about or dreading. I'm not sure how well I'll be able to handle 18 sugarcrazy girls from 9 in the moning until 4 the next day, and getting them to go to sleep and stay asleep as well. But I do feel obligated to stay for at least one night (even though I'm not required to) & the girls have been begging me to stay since two weeks ago and I might as well stay so that I can help out my other councellors so it's not just the two of them with all the girls.

The good news is I'll be missing a softball game which I have slowly started to not enjoy after I started becoming not-so-good. I feel bad because I'm the only person on our team who is actually willling to be catcher because no one else likes it, but the thing is, I can't catch. So I end up chasing the ball all over the place and people on the team are trying to give me tips but you know what, if you're so great at catching the ball why don't you do it yourself? And of course when I finally get the ball, my arm is so bad that I can't even throw it to the pitchers mound, it just goes off to the side or if by some miracle I actaully get it in the right direction, it never actually makes it to the pitcher and she has to walk a few steps forward to get it. Aaand I used to be able to hit the ball every time I was up at bat, but for some reason for the last few games I've struck out every single time, which does nothing for my self esteem. I really don't want to play anymore & I get this vibe that none of team really likes me as a player (which is completely understandable) but I also feel like I have to play because my mom asked me if I would sign up in case there weren't enough players & I could stand in the waaaay outfield, and she's really excited that I'm on the team. Whatever.

I guess my problems seem so trivial compared to everyone elses. Who cares about softball anyway.

ashes to ashes as we burn this fucker down

Mon, 09 Jul 2007 02:28:32 GMT

Hellooooo all...

I'm not dead! I just have been a little busy lately so I haven't updated in a while. I finally have a job & it's awesome, I work as a camp counsellor for a girl scount camp and I love it! I get to be outdoors all day and work with kids and go swimming & boating and do arts & crafts and hiking and all kinds of stuff. Its great.

I've done so much stuff over the summer like canoeing and my first year anniversary with Derek (which was amazing and I love that boy) and I've seen tons of movies and there have been picnics and parties with friends and conflicts and resolutions (sorf of) and Apples to Apples, sleepovers, swimming, trampolines, dinners at diners, running around the green, parades, work, softball, and I never get a chance to write about them. It has however been a great summer.

Yeah so I have to go to sleep now cause I'm tired, just lietting you know I'm still alive ^_^

life is too short, so love the one you got cause you might get run over or you might get shot

Wed, 27 Jun 2007 21:40:52 GMT

1. How old will you be in 5 years time? 23

2. Who did you spend at least three hours with yesterday? Derek, Nicky, & Tim

3. How tall are you? 5 feet 4 inches

4. What do you look forward to most in the next six weeks? paintballing with Derek, friends who I haven't seen a lot yet this summer

5. What's the last movie you watched? Deuce Bigalow

6. Who was the last person you called? Derek

7. Who was the last person to call you? Derek

8. Who was the last person to text you? Nicky

9. Do you prefer to call or text? call, I like voices

10. Do you have any pets? 2 dogs & a goldfish (half owned by Nicky but I have it for the summer)

12. Are your parents married? Yes

15. What planet do you like? uh... jupiter

16. What are you wearing right now? capries, undies, bra, tanktop

17. What is your favorite christmas song? Yule Shoot Your Eye Out by Fall Out Boy

18. Where is your favorite place to be? outside, preferrably with Derek or friends

19. Where is your least favorite place to be? my room... it's 90 degrees in here

20. Where would you go right now if you could go anywhere? the Shire in New Zealand!

(Where's 21 and 22)

23. What did you fear was going to get you at night as a child? this green monster from a book I read

24. Who was the last person that really made you laugh? Rachel Bell

25. How many TVs do you have in your house? 3

26. How big is your bed? enough for 2 (if you're willing to spoon)

27. Do you have a laptop or desktop computer? laptop

28. Do you sleep with or without clothes on? depends on my mood & whos home (my door's lock is broken)

(29?)

30. How many pillows do you sleep with? two and Lars

31. What is your favorite season? Spring

32. What do you like about summer? no school!

33. What do you like about winter? sledding & hot cocoa

34. What do you like about the fall? leaves change color

35. What do you like about spring? its a break from winter

36. How many states have you lived in? two

37. How many cities/towns have you lived in? 2

38. Do you prefer shoes, socks, or bare feet? bare feet in summer

39. Do you like wearing jeans? yeah I guess

40. What was the last thing you ate? olives

41. What is your favorite restaurant? Outback

42. Longest car trip? Uncles house in NY (6 hours)

43. What's your favorite kind of ice cream? chocolate soft serve

44. What is your favorite kind of soup? chunky stew

45. What kind of jelly do you like on your PB & J sandwich? grape

46. Do you like Chinese food? Yes

47. Do you like coffee? only cold

48. How many glasses of water, a day, do you drink on average? a lot I'd say at least 4 or 5... I love water

49. What do you drink in the morning? water

50. Would you rather sleep with someone else or alone? Someone

51. Do you sleep on a certain side of the bed? The middle on my side

52. Do you know how to play poker? no

53. Do you like to cuddle? yesyesyesyesyes

54. Have you ever been to Canada? yes

55. Do you have an addictive personality? huh?

56. Do you eat out or at home more often? home

57. What is your favorite cheese? mozzerella

58. Do you know anyone with the same birthday as you? yes

59. Do you want kids? yes

60. Do you speak any other languages? german sort of not really

61. Have you ever gotten stitches? twice

62. Have you ever ridden in an ambulance? yes, during a mock plane accident with the fire department, I wasn't reall hurt

63. Do you prefer an ocean or a pool? ocean

64. Do you prefer a window seat or an aisle seat? I don't care

65. Do you know how to drive stick? hell yes I do, and I'm damn good at it too

66. What is your favorite thing to spend money on? ummm I dunno, I guess other people but I don't do it often

67. Do you wear any jewelry? no, not really

68. What is your favorite TV show? Scrubs

69. Can you roll your tongue? yes

70. Who is the funniest person you know? Derek

71. Do you sleep with stuffed animals? snowy & moosey & lars & bruno is at the foot of my bed

72. What is the main ring tone on your phone? ring... ring... ring...

73. Do you still have clothes from when you were little? yes, I have a shirt from fourth gade that I can still wear

74. What red object is closest to you right now? my socks

76. Do you sleep with your closet doors open or closed? doesn't matter

77. Would you rather be attacked by a big bear or a swarm of bees? what? um... bees?

78. Would you rather fight a chimp or a badger? chimp cause they're funny

79. What do you dip a chicken nugget in? ketchup

81. Can you change the oil on a car? no

82. Have you ever gotten a speeding ticket? no

83. Have you ever run out of gas? no

84. What is your usual bedtime? right now it's 11

85. What was the last book you read? Desperation by Stephen King

86. Do you read the newspaper? No

87. Do you have any magazine subscriptions? No

88. Do you still sleep with the lights? No

89. Do you watch soap operas? No

90. Do you dance in the car? yeah haha

91. What was the last note you scribbled on a piece of paper? directions to the mall from my camp

94. What is your favorite candle scent? lillies of the valley

95. What is your favorite board game? scrabble (it's sort of a board game)

96. How would you describe pop up pirate or buckaroo as a board game? huh?

97. When was the last time you attended church? pfft I dunno

98. Which one of your friends have you known the longest? Gina

99. What is the longest you have ever camped out in a tent? 6 or 7 nights

100. Did you realize you just completed a 100 question survey? there weren't 100 questions

Tue, 12 Jun 2007 19:07:02 GMT

Okay so a very large weasel just ran through my backyard... what the hell?! Wildlife is being crazy this week...

It's the do-wop do-wop in everything you do

Thu, 24 May 2007 21:53:59 GMT

Yeah so I was scolded the other day by Krissy for not telling anyone I joined my mom's softball team and I'm here to fix that...

Hey guys! I joined my mom's softball team!

Kay I'm done.
Come watch me sometime, haha we're not very good but I guess I'm an okay player so come watch us play, I'm usually catcher ^_^

Sat, 19 May 2007 20:56:08 GMT

i have a confession to make. I steall peoples teeth linings and blow up there children with calulator shapped pipe bombs. I alo like fecal matter

that is all

baby, seasons change but people don't

Thu, 03 May 2007 22:31:13 GMT

Livejournal: (noun) an excellent way to avoid studying and emailing professors to ask about failing grades.

Yeah. So I'll probably be taking a summer course for chemistry which won't be too bad, and I might be working at the same place as my mom, but under a different section like I did two summers ago, which will be cool, because my old boss Marni paid me a lot of money to sit in a chair and fax stuff all day. And as much as I hate office jobs, I hate them, it's not too bad because the fax machine is so slow that all I do is read & listen to my music all day. And I'll have to commute but that's just fine with me, I like driving.

I am so excited for summer, it's so close, I'll be home in just 5 or 6 days. And then like 4 months of friends and sleeping and my dogs and staying up late and parties and not even caring about anything (except keeping my room picture-perfect clean so we can sell the house). I miss my slinkster cool friends, I love the ones I have here to death, but no one can replace my Merry Pineapple.

Well, I guess I should really get back to studying. At least I finished all my flash cards (well most, I have have like 50 more to go but I can do them over the weekend) so all I have to do is study them and go over like 20 powerpoint lectures for anatomy. Mhmm...

I don't love you like I did yesterday

Thu, 26 Apr 2007 16:30:09 GMT

Okay I know this is a little silly but you know what I am a girl and this week has sucked and so I am allowed to.

I miss my doooooooooooooooooooggies >_<
eeeeeeeehhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
I want to go home.

Edit: and as much as I want to go home, I sit here on my computer postponing my packing & watching Nicky taking down all her posters and packing some of her stuff, and ironically the song 'Closing Time" comes on her itunes, I want to cry. You have no idea how much I'm going to miss this girl & all the other people I've met here. I'm lucky to have her as a roomate again next year.

stolen from evie

Mon, 23 Apr 2007 03:31:55 GMT

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Wed, 18 Apr 2007 04:46:10 GMT

(Click here to post your own answers for this meme.)

✓ I miss somebody right now. (so so much it hurts)	× I don't watch much TV these days.	✓ I own lots of books. (hellz yeah I do)
✓ I wear glasses or contact lenses.	✓ I love to play video games.	× I've tried marijuana.
× I've watched porn movies.	× I have been the psycho-ex in a past relationship.	✓ I believe honesty is usually the best policy. (yeah usually)
✓ I curse sometimes. (college made me into a potty mouth >_<)	× I have changed a lot mentally over the last year.	× I carry my knife/razor everywhere with me.

* * * * *

× I have broken someone's bones.	× I have a secret that I am ashamed to reveal.	× I hate the rain.
× I'm paranoid at times.	× I would get plastic surgery if it were 100% safe, free of cost, and scar-free.	✓ I need/want money right now. (I need a job, too)
✓ I love sushi. (tuna! thats my favorite)	✓ I talk really, really fast. (sort of... usually I try and nothing comes out)	× I have fresh breath in the morning.
× I have long hair.	× I have lost money in Las Vegas.	✓ I have at least one sibling.
× I was born in a country outside of the U.S.	× I have worn fake hair/fingernails/eyelashes in the past.	✓ I couldn't survive without Caller I.D. (scanning your calls is amazing)
✓ I like the way that I look. (usually.)	× I have lied to a good friend in the last 6 months.	× I am usually pessimistic.
× I have a lot of mood swings. (I don't know if I am just crazy or if I can actually blame me on mood swings... random oubursts, maybe? I dunno)	× I think prostitution should be legalized.	× I slept with a roommate.
× I have a hidden talent.	× I'm always hyper no matter how much sugar I have.	✓ I have a lot of friends.
✓ I have pecked someone of the same sex. (okay... pecked means kiss, right? cause otherwise, no)	✓ I enjoy talking on the phone. (especially at night before going to bed)	× I practically live in sweatpants or PJ pants.
× I love to shop and/or window shop.	✓ I'm obsessed with my Xanga or Livejournal. (yeah I won't lie)	× I'm completely embarrassed to be seen with my mother.
✓ I have a mobile phone.	× I have passed out drunk in the past 6 months.	✓ I've rejected someone before. (awkward...)
✓ I currently like/love someone. (I love Derek and my friends and my family and my dogs and lots of someones)	× I have no idea what I want to do for the rest of my life.	✓ I want to have children in the future. (I want to be a mommy when I grow up so much)
✓ I have changed a diaper before. (my cousins)	× I've called the cops on a friend before.	× I'm not allergic to anything.
✓ I have a lot to learn. (especially if I want to be a vet tech)	✓ I am shy around the opposite sex. (unless I know them)	✓ I'm online 24/7, even as an away message. (yeah pretty much)
× I have at least 5 away messages saved.	× I have tried alcohol or drugs before.	× I have made a move on a friend's significant other or crush in the past.
× I own the "South Park" movie.	× I have avoided assignments at work/school to be on Xanga or Livejournal.	✓ I enjoy some country music. (some)
✓ I would die for my best friends.	× I'm obsessive, and often a perfectionist.	× I have used my sexuality to advance my career.
✓ I think Halloween is awesome because you get free candy.	× I have dated a close friend's ex.	✓ I am happy at this moment. (yeah for the most part)
× I'm obsessed with guys.	× Democrat.	× Republican.
✓ I don't even know what I am. (haha got that right)	× I am punk rockish.	× I go for older guys/girls, not younger.
× I study for tests most of the time.	× I tie my shoelaces differently from anyone I've ever met.	× I can work on a car.
× I love my job(s).	✓ I am comfortable with who I am right now. (mhmm)	× I have more than just my ears pierced.
✓ I walk barefoot wherever I can. (especially in a nice lawn)	× I have jumped off a bridge.	✓ I love sea turtles.
× I spend ridiculous amounts of money on makeup.	✓ I plan on achieving a major goal/dream. (of becoming a vet tech)	× I am proficient on a musical instrument.
✓ I hate office jobs. (filing? I don't even know the alphabet!)	✓ I went to college out of state. (Mass!)	× I am adopted.
× I am a pyro.	✓ I have thrown up from crying too much. (only once though)	× I have been intentionally hurt by people that I loved.
× I fall for the worst people.	✓ I adore bright colours. (Green!)	✓ I usually like covers better than originals.
× I hate chain theme restaurants like Applebees and TGIFridays.	× I can pick up things with my toes.	× I can't whistle.
✓ I have ridden/owned a horse. (only ridden, once or twice)	× I still have every journal I've ever written in.	× I talk in my sleep.
× I've often thought that I was born in the wrong century.	× I try to forget things by drowning them out with loads of distractions.	× I wear a toe ring.
× I have a tattoo.	✓ I can't stand at LEAST one person that I work with.	× I am a caffeine junkie.
× I am completely tree-huggy spiritual, and I'm not ashamed at all.	× If I knew I would get away with it, I would commit at least one murder.	× I will collect anything, and the more nonsensical, the better.
× I enjoy a nice glass of wine with dinner.	× I'm an artist.	× I am ambidextrous.
✓ I sleep with so many stuffed animals, I can hardly fit on my bed. (yeah, but thats cause they are dinosaurs and dinosaurs are huge... and just one puppy...and a moose... and a polar bear... shuddup)	× If it weren't for having to see other people naked, I'd live in a nudist colony.	× I have terrible teeth.
× I hate my toes.	✓ I did this meme even though I wasn't tagged by the person who took it before me.	× I have more friends on the internet than in real life.
× I have lived in either three different states or countries.	× I am extremely flexible.	✓ I love hugs more than kisses. (depends on my mood)
× I want to own my own business.	× I smoke.	✓ I spend way too much time on the computer than on anything else.
× Nobody has ever said I'm normal.	✓ Sad movies, games, and the like can cause a trickle of tears every now and then.	× I am proficient in the use of many types of firearms and combat weapons.
× I like the way women look in stylized men's suits.	✓ I don't like it when people are unpleased or seem unpleased with me. (it's worse to disappoint someone)	× I have been described as a dreamer or likely to have my head up in the clouds.
✓ I have played strip poker with someone else before. (kelsey & I tryed to play once... and then we realized we didn't know how to play so we just took out the poker part of the game ^_~)	× I have had emotional problems for which I have sought professional help.	× I believe in ghosts and the paranormal.
✓ I can't stand being alone.	× I have at least one obsession at any given time.	× I weigh myself, pee/poo, and then weigh myself again.
× I consistently spend way too much money on obsessions-of-the-moment.	× I'm a judgmental asshole.	× I'm a HUGE drama-queen.
✓ I have travelled on more than one continent.	✓ I sometimes wish my father would just disappear. (once he pretty much did, for 4 weeks)	✓ I need people to tell me I'm good at something in order to feel that I am. (sometimes)
× I am a Libertarian.	× I can speak more than one language.	× I can fall asleep even if the whole room is as noisy as it can be.
✓ I would rather read than watch TV.	× I like reading fact more than fiction.	× I have pulled an all-nighter on an assignment I was given a month to do.
× I have no piercings.	× I have spent the night in a train station or other public place.	× I have been so upset over my physical gender that I cried.
× I once spent Christmas completely alone because there was a miscommunication on which parent was supposed to have me that night.	✓ There have been times when I have wondered "Why was I born?" and may/may not have cried over it.	× I like most animals better than most people.
× I own a collection of retro games consoles.	✓ The thought of physical exercise makes me shiver. (hahahahaha yeah)	× I have hit someone with a dead fish.
× I am compulsively honest.	× I was born with a congenital birth defect that has never been repaired.	× I have danced topless in front of dozens of complete strangers.
× I have gone from wishing I was a girl to revelling in being a boy to feeling like a girl again in the span of five minutes, and not cared a whit for my actual sex.	× I am unashamedly bisexual, and have different motivations for my desires for different genders.	× I sometimes won't sleep a whole night or eat a whole day because I forget to.
× I find it impossible to get to sleep without some kind of music on.	× I dislike milk.	× I obsessively wash my hands.
✓ I always carry something significant around with me.	× Sometimes I'd rather wear a wig in day-to-day life than use my own hair.	× I've pushed myself to become more self-aware and thereby more aware of others.
✓ Even though I live on my own I still cry sometimes because I miss my mother. (does college count?)	× I hand wrote all the HTML tags in this document.	✓ I've liked something which a majority of people claimed was either bad or weird.
× I have been clinically dead for a brief period of time.	× Instead of feeling sympathy/empathy with people and their problems, I simply become annoyed.	× I participate/have participated in auto drag races and won.
× I do not 'get' most comedy acts.	× I don't think strippers are money-greedy or slutty for dancing.	× I don't like to chew gum.
× I am obsessed with history/historical things and can't wait for someone to build a time machine so I can be the first to use it.	✓ I can never remember for the life of me where I parked the car. (and it sucks cause my car is little and likes to hide)	✓ I had the TEEN ANGST thing going for at least 2-3 years. (who didn't?)
× I wish people would be more empathic and honest with each other.	× I play Dungeons and Dragons weekly.	✓ I love to sing. (as long as nobody is listening)
× I want to live in my mother's basement when I grow up.	× I have a custom-built computer.	× I want to create a certain someone's babies, even though there's a 0% possiblity of ever achieving it.
× I would be in a relationship with one of my pets if they were human.	× I've gone skinny-dipping.	× I've performed in three plays.
× I enjoy burritos.	× I'm Irish and loving it.	× I have a thing for redheads.
× I am a twin!	× Most of the times, I'd rather do something intellectual instead of doing something generically 'fun'.	× Once I set out to finish something, I always stay at it until it is completed before I move on to something else.
✓ I wish there were a way to erase past mistakes.	× I sleep more than 12 hours a day.	× I wish I could be prouder of what I've accomplished, but it's never enough.
× I need more time to myself.	× I wish I was more open-minded.	× I hope that I go really prematurely grey.
✓ I download songs from the internet.	× I've just reenacted chapter 58 of Death Note with my best friend.	× I say random things to freak people out.
× I'm still a little mad about the ending of Death Note.	× I love playing Truth or Dare.	✓ I love listening to slow music, but I hate singing to it. (sometimes)
× Music helps me remember that I am not alone.	✓ Playing my favorite sport makes me temporarily forget my problems. (ultamite frisbee & capture the flag!!)	✓ I think this survey is particularly long.
× I prefer my LJ friends to my real-life ones.	× I can only hate someone that I love.	× I've ordered an extra two shots of espresso to an Americano at Starbucks.

Tue, 17 Apr 2007 22:55:58 GMT

Well everything is much better, I finally got my schedule for next year registered, Lesley wasn't mad or hurt or anything about me rooming with Nicky next year, and everything is great! Except... everytime I breathe in through my nose, my right ear clicks, and it's kind of annoying. But I'm sure that won't last very long, teehee.

Nicky's little sister Dani came to visit for a few days cause she's on her spring vacation... she's the funniest thing ever! She's 12 and you can tell her & Nicky are sisters just by the way they act, it's hilarious. We took out photobooth and had an awesome time with that... just thought I'd put up a few pictures for your enjoyment ^_^ Warning, they're a little um, well, silly...

haha... ^_^

Sat, 14 Apr 2007 16:41:08 GMT

...and this is why we are roomates.

We walked outside from brunch, and it smells like a campfire.
Nicky: Hey it smells so good!!
Me: It smells like a campfire, or maybe a fireplace.
Nicky: No, it definitley smells like a campfire cause it smells like pine trees, too.
Me: Yeah!
Me & Nicky, together: Now I want to go camping...
We laugh.
Nicky looks at me, holds out her hand, and sings *You took the words right out of my mouth* and then stops cause she's embarrassed.
And I sing right back *Oh, it must have been when you were kissing me!* and we laugh, and thats when I know everything's going to be okay.

eeeeeeeeeeeeehhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

Thu, 05 Apr 2007 14:44:16 GMT

Guys. Derek and I just had this huge fight. It wasn't pretty and I cried a lot and it almost broke us apart. It started out okay but then there was just so much yelling and name calling and I don't really know what happened. Basically, he loves Alien, but I know in my heart that Predator could take Alien any day.

I need your helllllllp, please help me open Derek's eyes to the true winner of this fight!

View Poll: Alien vs Predator

p.s. I was just kidding about the whole 'it almost broke us apart' just in case you didn't get that ^_^

I wear scarves & hoods cause it's the only poker face I have left

Mon, 02 Apr 2007 02:12:41 GMT

So after a fantastic weekend with Derek which included movies, laughter, and soft baked double chunk chocolate chocolate chip brownie cookies, it's back to school for another 4 days. We did had the absolute worst taxi driver ever on the way to the bus station. Not like, as in driver, just the things he said were terrible. But you know what? It's not even worth it to go into it. Why should I repeat what he said just to make myself all aggravated again? He's not even worth my time worrying about.

Yay we have a four day school week cause of Easter, which means that there are no labs and Becky gets to sleep in until 12 30 on Tuesday and Thursday which is pretty awesome and I am very excited. I'm also really excited that the weather is nice enough to be outside in. On Friday, almost every one from our building was outside. There were soccer balls flying everywhere, tennis balls, Lesley, Nicky, & I were playing catch, and it was sooooo nice. I forgot how much I missed the warm weather. I can't wait until it's shorts and sleeves weather.

Yep. Okay, bedtime. Goodnight.

I've got soul but I'm not a soldier

Thu, 29 Mar 2007 14:44:14 GMT

After a week in college with pretty much no food, ramen noodles never tasted better...

...mmmmmm.

turn off the lights & turn off the shyness, all of our moves make up for the silence

Wed, 28 Mar 2007 19:20:37 GMT

I came back from my last class today having the absolute WORST cramps I have ever had in my entire life and I find out that the whole entire town of Leicester, Massachusetts has had it's water shut off since 11 o'clock this morning and none of the toilets are working, none of the sinks, and most devestatingly, none of the showers. I guess they're doing work on it and it was supposed to come back at 12, but it didn't. So having been denied my hot steamy shower and my relief of peeing, I managed to stumble back to my room and I kinda passed out on my bed all curled up in this tiny patch of sunlight, and I only slept for like 6 minutes, I didn't mean to fall asleep at all. The way our beds are set up is against the wall, but the heater is in the way so there is about an 8 inch gap between the bed and the wall, and I woke up with my legs like stuck down there somehow. And you know when your foot falls asleep, usually you can at least feel pins and needles? Well, my foot was not only asleep, it was pretty much in a coma, and I could not feel a thing. So I decided to just attempt to walk it off, and I got out of bed and stepped on my foot. I thought it was flat on the ground, so I put my weight on it, but it turns out I was only touching the ground with the tip of my toes, and my toes curled up and I ended up standing on the top of my foot... yeah, you can't do that. So I kinda fell forward on it, and there was Nicky's closet, and I kinda smashed my face into the closet and slid down it, so I figured I probably shouldn't move, so i just lay on the floor for a few minutes until I could feel my foot again... haha I guess I'm not that smart >_< So now I have a headache but at least my cramps are gone!

I got your love letters, corrected the grammar & sent them back

Mon, 26 Mar 2007 16:12:45 GMT

Last Saturday, me, Nicky, Tim (her boyfriend), Chunk (her brother), and Anna & Biz (her 2 friends) all drove down to Assumption College to go see Ben Folds. I dunno how many of you have heard of him, I've only heard two of his songs but they are really good, and Nicky's friend Anthony who goes to Assumption got us free tickets since he helped set up, so I figured why not. The concert itself was pretty good, the two people who went before him unfortuneatley were not, but that's ok. We left early because we were all pretty tired (especially me cause I had to get up early that morning and the next morning because of kennel rotation) and because we didn't really know any of his songs and we were getting a little bored >_< The trip there and back was the best, though. Anna & Biz came all the way from Westport, so Anna drove us to Assumption, and in the middle of an intersection, she accidentally popped the trunk so we were all freaking out but the light was green and we had to go so finally we found somewhere to pull over and Tim got out to close the trunk and we made our way to Assumption without the loss of any persons or baggage, which was cool. When we left, it was snowing and I guess Anna hasn't driven much in the snow so Tim drove us back. And we were about halfway home when I looked behind us and realized the trunk was open... again. So tried to tell Anna that it was open, and she turned around to look but then turned back around the other way and said, oh man, you guys scared me! And me, Biz & Nicky all shouted at the same time no, Anna! The trunk is open! Haha so we had to pull over again and close it, and we still made it back to Becker with (again) no loss of persons or baggage. Sleeping in the room was pretty crowded (and illegal, there are only supposed to be 4 people in the room, we had 6) but we had two extra mattresses and we managed.

So yeah that was this weekend...oh yeah we also got 2 goldfish, but shhhhh don't tell, we're not allowed to have any pets! They're under a shelf behind my laptop which will keep them warm, out of sight, and give them plenty of light. They're pretty cool, one is all orange and the other is orange with a black tail and a black spot on top of the head... we named them Batman & Robin, Batman being the one with the bits of black. Yep ^_^ I'm really excited about them.

I was talking to mom yesterday, and she said that no one has come to even look at the house yet, let alone buy it. I guess this should make me sad? But it actually brings me great satisfaction.

I'm hoping this week will pass by very quickly, my Derek is coming to visit me this weekend which I am reallllllllly excited about. I do love my college, and all the friends I have made here, but I'm not gonna lie, having to spend three weeks at a time away from him sucks. I mean, yeah, I get to talk to him all the time but it's not the same as having him right here with me.

Okay, anyways... I have to go to lunch (well I don't have to, but I am hungry and I want to) so yeah. Bye <3

gone be the birds when they don't want to sing

Thu, 22 Mar 2007 16:25:21 GMT

So I was making flashcards for anatomy yesterday, and as I went through them, I realized that every single time I wrote the word 'spleen' I actually instead wrote 'sleep'...

Am I trying to tell myself something?